Good evening, I will say.
Or maybe Hello, how was your day?
Her reply will compute. But
I respectfully remain mute.
I'll grasp the handle of the door,
and open it for her.
My driving is sincere.
My conversation required.
My interactions adequate.
I sure like being in this fancy situation.
A muttered thanks. We embrace.
I depart, and walk to where I parked.
I carry this too close
to my artificial heart.
PLEASE DO NOT RESPOND TO THIS MESSAGE, as it will not be seen nor read by a human.
Arbitrary Fame is based on my personal concept of definition. Definition is innate. It is a silhouette on the horizon. Definition comes in many different ways. Some are personal and only we, ourselves, understand them. Other forms of definition are dependant on our interactions and relationships with the people around us. I am a brother, a son, a friend, and a writer. These are my writings. This is me.
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Coastline
A salty breeze rides hard upon the memories
of painted gulls. Below these birds, on a beach
of driftwood dreams, children play, and their
exotic animals frolic in the waves. On this
beach a single plastic bag, tied by a single
piece of twine, begins to rise, and ride
the thermal currents of the breeze. Higher
and higher it goes, until the piece of twine
lets go. Then the plastic bag, that flew
with painted gulls and was abandoned
by the breeze, falls. Looking back
along the path, beyond the children, wading
in play, I can see a collage of kelp covered
dreams, trickling into the sea, like a ruffled
plastic bag, like a string, like a sun-bleached memory.
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Bambi
Bambi, your mother is dead.
The hunter didn't kill her
But the Japanese did.
Crossing the street at Center and 9th,
That little Toyota Camry
Bent her legs up over her head.
She lay there in that man made bed,
Until finally she was bled.
Monday, February 15, 2010
Stand Back
They all go, but I came home.
Their encouraging words accompanied by a smile
Turned to pointing fingers and hesitant hellos.
In this mess caused by my premature
Appearance and marred by what ifs,
Lies a crowd of unmet expectations
Here my heart resides but cannot rise.
So stand back a foot or two,
I wouldn't want to stain
Your crisp white shirts
With my tears of
Ineptitude.
Thursday, February 4, 2010
A Flake
The January wind cracked
Spreading the crystallized air through
Bare
Deciduous trees and empty playgrounds
High above
Condensed vapors cling
Before they fall
Like a thousand angels
Fighting
An expired war
Far below
Shuddering branches whisper
To a tattooed
Playground tube
Here comes our blanket
Spreading the crystallized air through
Bare
Deciduous trees and empty playgrounds
High above
Condensed vapors cling
Before they fall
Like a thousand angels
Fighting
An expired war
Far below
Shuddering branches whisper
To a tattooed
Playground tube
Here comes our blanket
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Painted Seagulls for William Slater
A twinkle in my eye
passed from the past
when dreams were ideal and a meal was peeled.
This interwoven thread called my past is not yet past.
The twinkle remains and
so do I.
passed from the past
when dreams were ideal and a meal was peeled.
This interwoven thread called my past is not yet past.
The twinkle remains and
so do I.
Sunday, January 10, 2010
All The Right Signs
Movie night.
Approximately 2ft. 1inch of couch separate her from me. To compliment and add to the space, two distinct and unique blankets, made by her grandmother, individually cover her and me. Her legs are crossed; The right over the left, facing away from me. My legs are also crossed, mirroring her cross. Her hands fold nicely, one upon the other, resting in her lap. A fold so nice and comfortable looking it seems to say, no room for another. So I keep my hands in my own lap. She turns to say something. I turn to meet her gaze. As I turn I lean........back 8 inches, increasing the distance to 2ft. 9 inches. Back to the movie; Back to 2ft. 1 inch.
The movie ends.
She stands and walks to a book shelf. I stand as well. We talk about books. We sit down again. This time 4ft. and a coffee table separate us. Polite conversation resumes. That was a great movie. I love Indian food. I should take you home. Okay.
The car pulls into the driveway. Thank you. You're welcome. No hug tonight. Last time there was a hug. I open the door and step out. Good night. Good night. I close the door. She drives away.
I can't help but think I missed a sign.
Approximately 2ft. 1inch of couch separate her from me. To compliment and add to the space, two distinct and unique blankets, made by her grandmother, individually cover her and me. Her legs are crossed; The right over the left, facing away from me. My legs are also crossed, mirroring her cross. Her hands fold nicely, one upon the other, resting in her lap. A fold so nice and comfortable looking it seems to say, no room for another. So I keep my hands in my own lap. She turns to say something. I turn to meet her gaze. As I turn I lean........back 8 inches, increasing the distance to 2ft. 9 inches. Back to the movie; Back to 2ft. 1 inch.
The movie ends.
She stands and walks to a book shelf. I stand as well. We talk about books. We sit down again. This time 4ft. and a coffee table separate us. Polite conversation resumes. That was a great movie. I love Indian food. I should take you home. Okay.
The car pulls into the driveway. Thank you. You're welcome. No hug tonight. Last time there was a hug. I open the door and step out. Good night. Good night. I close the door. She drives away.
I can't help but think I missed a sign.
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